I’m well aware that life is short and you have to “carpe diem” and all the other clichés that are relevant to my life. I didn’t learn anything from this relationship. I only wasted time with someone who was completely unworthy of it. And as if breaking my heart once wasn’t enough, I gave him the opportunity to do it all over again despite my better judgement. I could have had any guy I wanted, and I chose him. The only thing I learned is that he is not a good guy, despite the convincing facade. He unnecessarily hurt me and another girl multiple times because he couldn’t make up his mind. Because he leaped before he looked, and hopped back, and then jumped around yet again. He lied again and again. I’m not going to lie and say that I just want him to be happy. I want him to suffer emotionally. I want him to cry. He doesn’t deserve to be with either of us. She’ll probably take him back. She did before. He’ll get to be happy. He caused all this pain and heartache, yet he’ll end up living happily ever after. And he’ll take it all for granted…again. They always do. It’s truly unfair. They learn no lesson. They feel no remorse, no pain. It’s bs.
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